18”x24”
charcoal and chalk on toned gray paper
Dysphoria is a portrait of myself as a teenager. Gender dysphoria was the central struggle of my teenage years as I struggled to both be taken seriously by my peers and teachers and figure out who I was, as a person. The subject pulls at their face, slightly deforming it in a representation of both the desire to change the physical form and the desire to pull it off, scratch, deform, and self harm until the anguish goes away.